Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, like lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a